Friday, 19 November 2010

I'm gonna head for a change!

Sunday, 14 November 2010

Good night London!

Love is giving someone the power to destroy you, but trusting them not to”

Thursday, 11 November 2010

“That thing, that moment when you kiss someone everything around you becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person, and you realise that this person is the only person you’re supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. For one moment you get this amazing gift and you wanna laugh and you wanna cry because you feel so lucky and so scared that it will go away all at the same time”.

Monday, 8 November 2010

“After 3 years I have collected a broken heart in my hands, some good memories inside of me and new set of goals in my head. I am ready to leave and throw what’s broken behind me, keep the memories still inside of me and put my goals in front of me!”
Good Morning London!
I am right now sitting in Nikkis room and about to get the f*ck out of here! Ok maybe not that extreme, but in a few hours I will move from London and get a new start some were else.

I got a offer to work and live with a family out in the country to mainly help with the horses, their children and driving which I love. I am very exited since this is what I really need right now, to get out of this city and its people, but also nervous of course cause it is a new start, new place and new people. What I am most nervous and have anxiety about is the journey there. I have a lot of crap so I have to make more then one round, and I hate carrying big and heavy bags. Luckily it's not to far and just a train commute.
(Btw I am really not feeling this post, I have no rhythm or flow what so ever..)

Any who..

I'm going to continue watching Bad girls club now, I've become addicted lol. I really hate the drama and the people and would never live in that sort of environment, but hey it's entertaining.

London I'll miss you!

(I'll be back!)

Talk latha.

Over and out

Thursday, 4 November 2010

Good night London!

Right now

A movie, "Never been kissed" starring Drew Barrymore, I love her, and 'some' snacks lol.

Will never fall in Love with you again...

"I come from a place that's hurts and God knows how I've cried, and I never want to return.

Never fall again".

Good evening my dear followers (all 6 of you lol)!
Not done much today, no surprise there.
I was meant to go up early and out for my walk, but the bed wouldn't let me, it was really weird. Well well, sh*t happens.
I went to Hyde Park later in the afternoon anyway on my own and just walked around. My new favorite thing to do. Walk around in this fall weather, through the leaves, with your music and just your thoughts. Love it!
Walked home and just bought some food and snacks and what not.
Now I'm just listening to some old Janet Jackson tracks, and waiting for time go a bit later so I can watch a movie and eat my snacks =)

Eventually I will tell you about my new plans and my much needed new life...

Over and out

“I believe in respecting others and not make judgment, as we all have our different reasons for our choices and we can never know what's really going on when you are not watching.”

Wednesday, 3 November 2010

Yep feels like I've been in hell for the last couple of weeks (months), but there were no room or needed space for me there so I left....

Omg a lot of stuff has happened, which I will not get in to to much. I just been very busy..
..busy with being a fool in love
..busy with getting my heart broken
..busy with making very stupid decisions
..busy with trying and fighting to hard for nothing
..just busy with digging my self up again from hell

I have never been this depressed or low in my entire life, just to putting it out there.

But now I'm back with more energy, wiser mind and stronger heart. Damn it! I'm gonna bring back these few months I've lost.
At the same time I don't like to regret stuff I've done or been through, how else can you learn for next time? So I think it's important we all experience hard and difficult times in our life's so when we come back to life we are stronger and wiser than before and know what to do and what no to do.

So stay tuned as I have many news and ideas I want to share with ya'll!

"It's going to be a bumpy ride, to the other side..."

"After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end I want to thank you
Because you made me that much Stronger"

Over and out